Saturday, July 12, 2008

Man..seriously dunno whats wrong with me for this past week..must have been insane or what..hehe...went to tell someone i had feelings for her.and i thought i did stand a chance....but well..it doesn't really turn out the way i thought it will be.At 1st..it was still ok..we could still talk like frens?But for the past few days..shes been like..erm..trying not to talk to me bah..thats what my senses told me..eventhough she din't admit it.o.O and today...i did ask her some question..after what she said...i wasss reallly kinda depress..its been a loongg lonng time since i felt that way...i almost forgotten whats SAD u know.hehe..

But after thinking for a while..what she said might be right...i think i've been like a retard for the week..and yesshh..reallly really retarded..man..thinking bout it..makes me feel how stupid i am..no wonder yesterday..when talking with Wan and Agnes on msn..i felt kinda dumb..=x..dun understand what they talking bout..especially Agnes bah!!keep saying those super deep english over there*to me that is*!!!luckily i only felt that way for..1 day?more than that and i might really become a 3 years old kid...hehe..

Anyway..i known i've said this before..but i still wanna say this..thankssss for telling me that i should let go..and yea..the past is the past?have to face the fact right?hehe..sorry for disturbing u for the past weeks..won't be disturbing u anymore le :D..and lastlyyy..THANKSSSS ALOTTT :D

I've found something i should really do right now.new goal.hehe.but..T_T...i dunno if i can do it..u know...i always do things 3 minutes hot hot...the 4th minute..back to normal self..everytime also like that lor...and that attitude really does sucks to the core mann....hehe..anyway..if i stop half way..slap me scold me whack me please...cause i wanna dump that attitude as far as i can this time...

ok..nothing to write le :D..time to play Counter Strike..f3..Wan~~dun go crazy listening to the gun sound okay?:D..ure bro love it alot..i guess?hehe..so does Yan~~she a sadist.XD

posted at 8:55 PM