Sunday, November 9, 2008

i'm currently in my hometown..AGAIN...
shesssh...
from the day i start to remember a thing..
i'v been going back to my hometown every now and then..
well..last time isn't that bad..
but now..
its kinda sad..
my cousin growned up...
they are busy studying..working..or leading their own life..
dun hav anymore time to play with me like the old days
so now i'm bored till i got the mood to blog :)
good thing isn't it?

don't really hav any topic right now,
so i guess i'll just write what i'm thinking right now?
firstly...about the results..
after the exams...
our class got back some of the results..
chinese,maths and add maths...
and the results were better than i thought..
i hope that the other subjects will be better too...
or maybe not?
well...to be truth...
i want to get good results..
but in the same time,
i actually wanted to fail one subject too...
yesh..u hear me right..i wanted to fail one subject.
at least 1...and 1 is enough
i know u guys will find me weird..
some might be thinking..
'what the fucking hell is wrong with u?u dun wan to pass u give me your results lar'
everybody wanted to pass,
nobody wanted to change class..
and nobody wanted to get scolded by their parents for screwing their finals..
but then...
i don't really care about the streaming
i don't mind getting seperated with my friends by going to a different class
*but i don't wanna go to the class where everybody is speaking english ONLY too'
and i seriously don't mind getting screwed by my parents for failing this time
you know..
for the finals..
i seriously got no mood to study for the exams...
unlike the last time..
or all the exams before..
i'll get nervous 2 or 1 weeks before exam..
and start studying...
but this time..
i seriously don't give a fucking damn to the exams..
maybe i'm changing?
changing to a person who don't wanna study anymore...
who knows right?
thats why i hoped i fail 1 subject..
so that i can get scolded by my parents real bad.
banning me to play too much computer games
to motivate me to do better next time..
to not fail any exam in the future?
but then..
even if i studied and fail A subject..
maybe i don't really mind too..
maybe i will..for sometimes
but at least i know not for long.
failing doesn't really mean everything right?
they do say nerds will most probably be ure boss in the future..
those who get good results will earn a much better and stable income?
yea..mostly..
but that doesn't mean those who don't get good results,
those who fail their exams in secondary..
will never be able to make a living or earn a better income in the future too right?
if u really do mind about the exams results..
just study harder and smarter next time..
surely u'll be able to get some great results right?
as those peoples say
'nothing is impossible..all u need to do is try harder'
so to those who get the results which doesn't please you or your parents
just do better next time :)

*sorry if the post above offended you*

and for the time being..
i'm in the mood of locking myself up in my own world
everything just doesn't seems to attract me anymore,
everything just seems to be as plain as a white paper.

Season:No Season

posted at 1:34 AM